yes, now.

I may have found my new rhythm.
Giving in to the beat, expecting less, moving as required...

It's quite fulfilling. 

I'm learning the things I have to do to maintain the flow. They are not so complex. I shall list them.

• Sleep. Lots of sleep, as much as I need.
• Use an alarm, with the volume down. There's no need to be assaulted early in the morning. 
• Play music in the car. Not just any music, beautiful music. 
• Find evidences of grace. Remember this term. It resonates.
• Observe my body, observe the ebbs and flows of energy, of emotions. Be present. 
• Learning the weak points in my days and weeks. Tuesdays are really hard for me. For now, I am going to take extra good care of myself on Tuesdays. 
• Planning clothes and meals
• Buying what I need when I need it
• Being honest with those around me about what I need
• Recreating my narratives when I tire of the hollow ones

I'm feeling really good. 

I love you.